The Little Nacoochee

hello again, Hypophrenia. may i ask you a question? why do you always come in wrong time? i mean, cant you see that you turn my smile to a frown, and turn my mood upside down, easily. but why it has to be happened in this very time. i dont know whats with me, i walk all alone when i know my friends near me, i tend to leave them without any reason. i weirdly want to be alone, feel like no one can ever understand my words. that stupid things come suddenly. i just. cant. handle this. weirdest feeling ever. feel like a fool. who has nothing. yes, i have nothing. i dont know where to lean on, when i desperately need one, like what i'm feeling right now. even tears can not help. how to end these stuffs?